Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Feeling Lousy...

Don't ask me why but it's the feeling that I was experiencing yesterday. I could not pinpoint a reason. In fact, I was feeling so distracted that I could not remember if I had locked the door!

I was at home rushing my assignment till 11.15am. My lecture was to begin at 12pm. I had too many words in my assignment but I could not help it because there were explanations to be included. Should I email my tutor to inform her? Then I had to be at the bus-stop by 11.30am or else I would be late. I had not made my lunch by then so I left home with 2 museli bars.

I was just thinking if I should text M to meet in HMS instead of the library, as I need to drop off my assignment. Guess what? M texted me to meet in HMS instead. Hmm... Was it an coincidence?

When I was in uni, I was worried about my door not locked. I had to get my neighbour's phone number from M and called him. By the time I called him, it was already 4pm. Phew... The door was locked.

On my way home, I talked to M about being distracted. I guess he tried his best not to irritate me. Haa...

Dear Lord, thank you for this day that You have given me. It's been a bit difficult but I know with Your help, I can pull through. I have this nudging feeling about serving You. Lord, please enlighten me and show me the way to serve You and where I should go. I do not feel at peace with myself although I had rested in the Spirit. Please give me the calmness and peacefulness. I thank you for the friendships You have given me. Continue to make me an instrument of Your love so as to show them what love is. Amen.

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